Mrs. Eddy was no stranger to struggles and difficulties. Robert Peel's Mary Baker Eddy: The Years of Trial makes that plain.
With her discovery of Christian Science and the publication of the first edition of her book Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures, students were coming to learn from her. But some of those students presented her with contradictions: loyalty and disaffection, conspiracy and reconciliation, praise and scorn. (It is interesting that "they laughed [Jesus] to scorn" for his declaration that the dead-12-year-old girl was "not dead, but sleepeth". See Luke 8: 52-53.)
Through the turmoil, Peel gives us some insight into Mrs. Eddy's means of staying on course when confronted with evil intent. He explains (p. 46) that she had "redefined" evil as "error, demanding correction". Her beloved Bible would give her the means of correcting the error:
Again and again in times of crisis she would note down in her Bible a particular verse through which she felt God had spoken to her and given her direction, noting also the date on which she had turned to it.
I love this. Her Bible was her "chart of life", as she was to note in Science and Health on page 24:
Acquaintance with the original texts, and willingness to give up human beliefs (established by hierarchies, and instigated sometimes by the worst passions of men), open the way for Christian Science to be understood, and make the Bible the chart of life, where the buoys and healing currents of Truth are pointed out.
I ask myself if I turn to my Bible with such confidence? Am I acknowledging and noting in it the day-by-day the answers coming to me from its pages?
Peel reminds us that "discipline, energy, and persistence" were and are required - see p. 47. He warns that "...the struggles [of 1878] ...harried and and almost destroyed Christian Science" (p. 50).
Julie Swannell